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Feeling My Heart

by Balduin

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There's a room full of emptiness And then its like Paris in spring I thought your jokes were the funniest And at the end of the day my depression rings Everytime we switch lanes I‘m falling apart Can we stop playin games? I stopped feelin my heart I know at times It feels like it’s too late But I'm afraid you're letting go 'Cause you’re the only life I've ever known Girl your energy scares me But then it hurts when others around you yeah And everytime I‘m asleep I dream of you in my bed Cuz girl its you, you are always stuck in my head On the other hand you make me sick and your face drives me mad But when we fight i forgive and forget cuz I know at times It feels like it’s too late But I'm afraid you're letting go 'Cause you’re the only life I've ever known
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Verse 1 Have to get up each morning to do the same chores all again again again again Got all my laundry folded did all my sit ups all again again again again. But now I need to let go I – I – I I´m gonna give my friends a call I – I – I I put my party dress on I drink a bottle of rum I need my body to unwind. Cooldown 1 I go home way past dawn and the sunlight hurts my eyes No – No – No so I put my glasses on yeah I need them to disguise No – No – No I got hit by a bus or at least that’s how I feel No – No – No headache and sham, headache and shame are creeping over me. Verse 2 I can´t get up this morning I fell asleep in clothes again oh no oh no again Oh lord where is my mobile I might have lost my stuff again oh no oh no again. But lucky me I found my phone I – I – I with an invite and missed calls I – I – I I put my party dress on I drink a bottle of rum I need my body to unwind.
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Verse 1 I wake up and I’m feeling exhausted Went to bed at like 3 in the morning Stayed awake just staring at my phone Shoulda put it down but couldn’t leave it alone Wasn’t even looking at anything decent Just scrolling aimlessly for no reason I know I’ve only got myself to blame The worst part is the night before was the same They say that you need 8 hours a night Ha, I’m lucky if I even get 5 I never feel revived, barely alive Wait, can you die from being sleep deprived? It’s at that moment that I decide right Tonight’s the night I break the habit of a lifetime In bed by 9, light’s out by 10 That’s if I even make til then Chorus x 2 I need sleep, sleep, sleep I should be having sweet, sweet, dreams But I just keep keep keep Staring at my screen, screen, screen Adlib: Aw man, why do I do this to myself? I’m literally my own worst enemy Something’s gotta change I can’t go on like this! Verse 2 I stumble through the day feeling like a zombie Who’s body’s been powered purely by coffee I drink about 20 cups without flinching You know it’s bad when you don’t even mind instant (ugh) By some miracle I make it to the evening Stick a bit of Netflix on while I’m eating It’s gets to 9 o’clock and I should hit the hay But the next episode’s started to play… 3 hours later I drag myself to bed Asking “How the hell did this happen again?” I take out my phone and place it on the unit Face down though coz I’m refusing to use it But now I’m lying here staring at the ceiling Tossing and turning, anything but sleeping It’s the first time today that I’ve felt alert Ah one little look won’t hurt… Chorus: I need sleep, sleep, sleep I should be having sweet, sweet, dreams But I just keep keep keep Staring at my screen, screen, screen Man I need sleep, sleep, sleep So badly I could scream, scream, scream I should be counting sheep, sheep, sheep But I’m looking at memes, memes, memes What is actually wrong with me? I genuinely think I’ve got a problem. I’m gonna Google it… No! Just Go. To. Sleep!

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released October 1, 2021

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Balduin Frankfurt, Germany

We met in 2015 and founded a songwriter, production, and DJ duo which we call "Balduin." Since then, we have been captivating fans of Electro Swing and related genres with our songs.

We really appreciate your interest in our music and are grateful for every one of you who enjoys and supports our musical journey 🙏
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